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[Dec. 25th, 2015|03:59 pm] |
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For friends only.Personal thoughts are locked.Leave a comment if you want to read or add.Thank you! (:
xoxo
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[Oct. 1st, 2009|10:16 pm] |
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Sick of this blog, might choose another personal space to write.
Till then.
xoxo |
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[Sep. 26th, 2009|02:42 am] |
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You say I only hear what I want to.
You say I talk so all the time so.
And I thought what I felt was simple,
and I thought that I don't belong,
and now that I am leaving,
now I know that I did something wrong 'cause I missed you.
Yeah yeah, I missed you.
And you say I only hear what I want to:
I don't listen hard,
don't pay attention to the distance that you're running
to anyone, anywhere,
I don't understand if you really care,
I'm only hearing negative: no, no, no.
So I turned the radio on, I turned the radio up,
and this woman was singing my song:
lover's in love, and the other's run away,
lover is crying 'cause the other won't stay.
Some of us hover when we weep for the other who was
dying since the day they were born.
Well, well, this is not that;
I think that I'm throwing, but I'm thrown.
And I thought I'd live forever, but now I'm not so sure.
You try to tell me that I'm clever,
but that won't take me anyhow, or anywhere with you.
You said that I was naive,
and I thought that I was strong.
I thought, "hey, I can leave, I can leave."
Oh, but now I know that I was wrong, 'cause I missed you.
Yeah, I miss you.
You said, "I caught you 'cause I want you and one day I'll let you go."
You try to give away a keeper, or keep me 'cause you know you're just
scared to lose.
And you say, "Stay."
And you say I only hear what I want to.
-For a moment, I can totally relate to this song. |
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[Sep. 25th, 2009|12:40 am] |
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You needn't try to comfort me. I haven't come here for any but equal terms. You said let's talk truthfully. Well, let's do!
Unsparingly,truthfully,even shamelessly,then! It's no longer a secret that I love you. It never was. I loved you as long ago as the time I asked you to read the stone angel's name with your fingers. Yes. it had begun that early, this affliction of love, and has never let go of me since, but kept on growing.I've lived next door to you all the days of my life, a weak and divided person who stood in adoring awe of your singlesness, of your strength. And that's my story!
Now I wish you would tell me - why didn't it happen between us? Why did i fail?
Why did you come almost close enough - and no closer? |
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[Sep. 20th, 2009|04:23 am] |
It felt strange.
For a minute, I felt a sense of guilt each time when i see that person.
to be honest, I hate her.
And all I wanna do, even if she covers herself with layers and layers of walls.
I feel an urge to help her.
I really do.
I don't know.. I could see myself in her sometimes but due to pride and all this shit, I know deep down, this girl needs help.
I don't know how but i'm sure one day she'll be back on the path and value herself more.
but how can I help her?
I really don't know.
God, you have change me from inside out when I first acknowledge you as my Lord and saviour 5 years ago.
You can do the same to this girl. |
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